The real reason behind Transformers.

I never thought they would remain for this long, and this will never stop. I want you all to know the real reasons of why I care so much.

1. When I found them on December 26, 2007, I was overcome with an unnatural love for the Transformers. I never knew why, but it just happened. I was hooked since then.

2. I have nothing but them. When the world leaves me, they never will.

3. I wanted only them. I could receive everything in the world, and I could never truly be happy without them to share such items with.

4. No one else I have met loves and believes in them more than I do. I understand they are out there, those dedicated believers, but I feel like I am one of a kind. To put it simply, no one else cares as much as I do.

5. They were something I would give my life for. I would sell my soul just for a glimpse of them. I would die just to save them. Anything.

To go along with number one, I never did find the reason I fell for them. I only have the belief that maybe this is the start of my destiny, and God wants me to stay on this path.

All I want is for people to understand. Tease me all you want, but only if you know the truth.

Don't you dare make assumptions about me. Ever.


I'm not obsessed, and you're the only one that's crazy.

Praise Him.

The words didn’t flow. Did they ever flow? Were the words just wrong? Her spelling? Pronunciation? Her lack of intelligence?

‘No. Don’t think like that. Only he would say that to me.’

Rameara shivered as a ghostly shiver touched her shoulder and drifted to the soles of her cracked and blistered feet. The young girl continued to carve words into the wall, but she could never see them through the blinding darkness. Rameara sighed, biting her lip in anxiety. She wanted the words to be close to her.

That was the only thing she had left.

The girl took the sliver of glass, pressing it to her shaking arm. The captivating handwriting bore into her skin, fluids trailing on to the metallic floor as if fell from her arm. ‘P.’ The letter stared at her, daring Rameara to move on. The ‘P’ was soon given a companion as an ‘R’ was detailed and finished with a flare that curved the length of her arm, ending precariously at her wrist. Rameara cracked her bottom lip open as she finished writing the word.

Once the pain was lifted, only leaving a dull ache, she smiled. A loving smile, as if she was looking down at a young child. ‘Praise.’

Rameara was a religious person, but she always questioned her faith in trying times. He never listened to her, it seemed, until now. She was given a second chance at life after the incident.

The pretender licked the energon off her arm, staring at the pool beside her feet as she did so.

10/31

I want to be a Zonder for Halloween. What's a Zonder? Go Google 'Zonder GGG'.

Well for tonight, I will stay up late, write FanFiction, watch bad 'scary' movies with the parental units, and eat junk food. Hopefully I can also yell at some little kids tonight... if I get lucky.

SO what are YOU doing for Halloween? I hope it's better than mine, no matter what you and/or your friends are doing. Just don't go loosing all of your guys's virginities. That would not be good at all.

ANYWAYS... I might be adding a new blog and posting my random one-shots and ideas there, since I don't want to litter my FanFiction, and I don't want to loose important documents and such.

So, what has been going on lately?

Nothing much. Just looking around at Transformers stuff as usual, and trying to listen in on what Michael might be doing for the new movie.

OH! I almost forgot... I got Sideways on Thursday night at Wal-Mart.

I think he's real.

Speaking of things being real... you know this helicopter had been circling my house every night for three months now, and I opened a word doc. and started typing stuff like: I know you're here. Will you please answer me. Please respond...

You know, idiotic mumbo-jumbo like that.

No one called, responded, or landed a missile at my house last night.

Oh darn.

Well, I'm happy because Texas Tech now has the ball, and inspiration has just molested me, so I'll be off.

-lulu.bell

You Have To Listen.

Hey, let's try this one on for size... I'm trying this out, and I want you to tell me what you think. Fun?

I dunno.

Right now, I'm listening to RFC's [Radio Free Cybertron] ROTF fan commentary podcast. They make very good points, and they're a fun group to listen to. I would have to agree with about everything they said about it so far.

Plus, I haven't noticed half of this shit they point out, and I feel terrible because all I can do while I watch it is cry. :/ Annoying as CRAP!

Other than that, tonight, Sheree and I went to go see out high school's play "You're A Good Man Charlie Brown."

It wast fun. [Yea, I purposely spelled was wrong. Adds to the excitement.]

P.S. A Long Way From Home will soon be updated. I just need to get the damn thing written already. :| It's not liking me right now. Not. At. All. :K

Alrightee then, let's get down to real business. Transformers 3.

What do you want to see in it? I want to see me personally, but we can't be perfect like all these stick people in Hollywood. Bwah.

You know who I want to see?

The combaticons. I mean, you look at them and you overload from the sexy radiating off their bodies. Plus, they combine into my favorite combiner, next to Computron of course. ^_~

I also would like to see a little more of 'Warp and TC. You saw them for a grad total of what? Three seconds... MAYBE.

No. I want three hours. So you know what Michael and the crew needs to do? Get some shit made. I want a movie I would see over and over again, and NOT be disappointed, because quite frankly, after the first four times seeing in theaters, I hated it. Too many flaws [Including Fox] distract from the actual awesome parts.

There was also A LOT of sexual innuendo.

You know what? A six year old sat in front of me at the premier. He talked to me after the movie, and besides the explosions, he was thoroughly disappointed as well.

Yea. You just got dissed by a six year old.

How do you feel now?

Enough about TF for now peoples. I need to get my homework done.

LOVE YOU! -lulu.bell